to melvin

the the best boyfriend so far, thanks for holding on and still staying with me even after all the hardship i put you through on a daily basis, ok fine, hourly basis. i know i made you think that all girls are jerks and that our sole aim is to break the hearts of guys all over. but i’m also glad i made you change your mind, most of all, i’m glad that you appointed me as the source of happiness to you

i remember the first time you came over while waiting for your passport? to get done and how you ended up being a girl. i still laugh at that now. i remember how we sat by the pool and  just talked, we never held hands back then and i remember how weird it felt to me, just because we were technically attached to each other yet we never held even a single finger before

i remember your texts that you would send to me and how they could make me happy, i remember the video chats and how it was all my little netbook could run, i remember you print screening  pictures and posting them on facebook. i remember looking at your face and able to tell that you had a rough day, i remember your monthly fever and how sick you would get.

thanks for the treats you got me over the course of almost a year, its the longest relationship i’ve had so far. the first one lasted 3 months, second one 3 days, lets hope we last 3 lifetimes ok? thanks for the chocolates you gave me last month, thanks for the pillow thats super soft, thanks for nameless who is as cute as you are, thanks for the blog posts and thanks for your time and patience in dealing with me and my temper

you are always there, every single freaking time, you would ask me why i wanted to break up with you and you would beg me to keep holding on and to never give up, i heard you cry on the phone once when i told you that i wanted out from this, i heard how weak your voice was and how lost you were in the tone and the way you speak. that was the first time i ever heard a guy cry, i was not proud for making you upset and i honestly hated myself that night for making you feel how you felt

i know i am a hard and difficult person to love and i have to agree 100% with that but, thanks for trying and for still being here with me after all these months. i love you melvin, thanks for giving me hope and for confirming that love, no matter how painful and annoying at times, still exists and proving to me that love never forgot about me just quite yet.

hugs and kisses
min