running away

i’m quite sure that growing up, all of us have at least though of running away at one point in their life
i have and although i have never actually ran away, i do know that as silly as the reason for running away may be
it seem very solid at that time

i’ve always wondered how it feels like to just pack everything and leave
probably without planning or anything

my oldest sister ran away before, she went to kampar and escaped my parents
same for my youngest sister who holds the record for running away the most time out of the 3 of us
she ran away for many reasons, but i;m sure we all run away for one reason

its when the safest place you know seems threatened and no longer safe
when you room is intruded, or your privacy invaded
your feeling pushed aside and anger takes over

adults who have their place or spouse can depend on such things
but we younger ones have no place to go
our room is the only place that is truly ours while growing up

i’m not saying that running away is the only thing that will solve the problem
i’m not encouraging nor discouraging it in any way

as a person who has never run away before even at the age of 22
i feel like the least eligible person to comment on this
i do know that we have reasons for out actions

be it valid or not, they must mean something to us
it must have ment something so badly that you would want to leave

so why do people run away?
why do kids run away?

i guess, something must have pushed them to that ultimatum

whatever it may be, i suppose its like the sudden calming period after the treacherous storm

anyone ever ran away before?
do tell me how it was like and why did you run away?
i’d like to know

xoxo
charm chew